You so don’t want to know how I am at the moment! I am in desperate need of a holiday. I literally can’t remember the last actual holiday I had. It was probably over 4 years ago. And last year I worked and studied 7 days a week for a year. I think it has all finally caught up with me and I am hitting the wall. I am looking at taking a month off without pay just to have a break. Might end up spending 2 weeks on the sunshine coast of Queensland if I can afford it but if not I will just bum around at home, as I am a bit of a home body anyway. I was hoping to wait till summer but I don’t think I can make it. That is how tired, exhausted and run down I feel. But on the bright side I am fine LOL ?. My new motto at the moment is; just do what ever it takes to get through the day lol. I left out the bad words for that motto he he he. Thus is life, but this stuff is what makes life so much more fun. If life ran smoothely how boring would it be. Even in the bad times you have to be able to laugh at yourself and others ?. Sorry for the short essay, sometimes it just makes me feel better to get the stuff out of my head and in writing.
On Sat, Aug 28, 2010 at 11:37 PM, @KylaCheria said:
everything is ok with me. I'm still not fully happy right now, but I'm getting there. How have you been?
Hi Kyla,
Just wanted to check in with you hope all is going better. I how ever have just finished work but had the scariest night i have ever had. I came on last night and 3 staff were in shock from the behaviours 1 client had had. And then an hour later they left me all by myself for the night. I was shaking in my boots. I am not easily scared but man I just wanted to run out that door and not go back. As it turned out he slept through the night and woke up fine. But I jumped with every creak of the floor boards. I was so scared. Now I am going to the movies to be in denial for 2 hours and than I am coming home to soak in a relaxing hot bath to deal with my shock from last night. But I am thinking of you and hope things are on the improve. fee. I would send you a message but the site wont let me do that at present for some reason. Its very annoying. Technology can't live with it can't kill it. Hmmm a conundrum (i don't know if i spelt that right but i don't even care today) bye for now fee.
On Tue, Jul 27, 2010 at 10:38 PM, @KylaCheria said:
Fiona - thanks. you're words are helping a bit
On Tue, Jul 27, 2010 at 3:22 AM, Alicja Paja said:
Hi Kyla, I feel like anything I say on here is just words, but I know how you feel. Look mylife has had so many downs in it, it is almost rediculous. Just remember that how you are feeling today or tomorrow or even next week may not be how you are going to feel in a little while. You will start to feel better and you can start to plan to change or improve your life. I know this probably doesn't help much but focus on the things you can change in your life that will make you feel better. Honestly when you are down there is not much except for time and to focus on what you can do to help change for the better. Sorry if this doesn't help I am better at talking in person rather than writing when it comes to this sort of stuff. Fee. Oh I have sometimes set goals for myself eg: if you want to move plan it all out see what you have to do to make it happen (make it realistic other wise you will set yourself up to fail). Good luck. Life can be pretty frustrating sometimes, but it can also be absolutely amazing and beautiful at times too.
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On Sun, Aug 29, 2010 at 2:44 AM, @KylaCheria said:
Lol no worries, your essay entertained me lol. And yes, it does sound like you deserve a major holiday. I just need a new job in general lol
On Sun, Aug 29, 2010 at 12:10 AM, Fiona said:
You so don’t want to know how I am at the moment! I am in desperate need of a holiday. I literally can’t remember the last actual holiday I had. It was probably over 4 years ago. And last year I worked and studied 7 days a week for a year. I think it has all finally caught up with me and I am hitting the wall. I am looking at taking a month off without pay just to have a break. Might end up spending 2 weeks on the sunshine coast of Queensland if I can afford it but if not I will just bum around at home, as I am a bit of a home body anyway. I was hoping to wait till summer but I don’t think I can make it. That is how tired, exhausted and run down I feel. But on the bright side I am fine LOL ?. My new motto at the moment is; just do what ever it takes to get through the day lol. I left out the bad words for that motto he he he. Thus is life, but this stuff is what makes life so much more fun. If life ran smoothely how boring would it be. Even in the bad times you have to be able to laugh at yourself and others ?. Sorry for the short essay, sometimes it just makes me feel better to get the stuff out of my head and in writing.
On Sat, Aug 28, 2010 at 11:37 PM, @KylaCheria said:
everything is ok with me. I'm still not fully happy right now, but I'm getting there. How have you been?
On Sat, Aug 28, 2010 at 11:03 PM, Fiona said:
I hope you have found your smile again ;) and things have only gotten better since our last messages. Thinking of you fee.
On Sun, Aug 1, 2010 at 5:42 PM, Fiona said:
Hi Kyla,
Just wanted to check in with you hope all is going better. I how ever have just finished work but had the scariest night i have ever had. I came on last night and 3 staff were in shock from the behaviours 1 client had had. And then an hour later they left me all by myself for the night. I was shaking in my boots. I am not easily scared but man I just wanted to run out that door and not go back. As it turned out he slept through the night and woke up fine. But I jumped with every creak of the floor boards. I was so scared. Now I am going to the movies to be in denial for 2 hours and than I am coming home to soak in a relaxing hot bath to deal with my shock from last night. But I am thinking of you and hope things are on the improve. fee. I would send you a message but the site wont let me do that at present for some reason. Its very annoying. Technology can't live with it can't kill it. Hmmm a conundrum (i don't know if i spelt that right but i don't even care today) bye for now fee.
On Tue, Jul 27, 2010 at 10:38 PM, @KylaCheria said:
Fiona - thanks. you're words are helping a bit
On Tue, Jul 27, 2010 at 3:22 AM, Alicja Paja said:
The sun always sets and always RISES...
On Tue, Jul 27, 2010 at 12:50 AM, Fiona said:
Hi Kyla, I feel like anything I say on here is just words, but I know how you feel. Look mylife has had so many downs in it, it is almost rediculous. Just remember that how you are feeling today or tomorrow or even next week may not be how you are going to feel in a little while. You will start to feel better and you can start to plan to change or improve your life. I know this probably doesn't help much but focus on the things you can change in your life that will make you feel better. Honestly when you are down there is not much except for time and to focus on what you can do to help change for the better. Sorry if this doesn't help I am better at talking in person rather than writing when it comes to this sort of stuff. Fee. Oh I have sometimes set goals for myself eg: if you want to move plan it all out see what you have to do to make it happen (make it realistic other wise you will set yourself up to fail). Good luck. Life can be pretty frustrating sometimes, but it can also be absolutely amazing and beautiful at times too.